Monday, September 24, 2018

A lot has happened and I miss you guys so much. The field is nothing like the MTC and I certainly don't feel safe. Even this computer I am on right now is sketchy.

But first, rewind to the CCM (Lima MTC).


My maestro that I gained favor with Snickers and Twix.


And some pics with me and my homies.



I arrived in Trujillo.


President and Sister Marble


And my companion Elder Contreras


I don't even know my address or where I am at.... this place is nothing like what I thought it was going to be. This place is actually really hard for me. My companion doesn't know any English and I am the only white person here. It actually feels super lonely and I never thought how lonely it would feel to not be able to communicate. Everything is dirty and trash. Everyone´s house is literally a dirt floor. I have been chased by so many dogs and almost hit by motos many times. I can't run when a moto is coming at me because if I do it might swerve the wrong way and hit me and it is so hard to resist running when a moto is coming at you full speed. I understood that when my companion told me not to run out of the way.

I have also been yelled at many times by drunk Peruvians.  Jokes on them because I don't understand a word they say. I thought I would be at least near other missionaries in the same situation, but they split it up by areas and we don't see each other. I can't describe just how 3rd world this is. It looks nothing like the pictures.



Our apartment is a rooftop with a plastic roof. I also have been having terrible diarrhea. I am trying to stay happy and positive, but not gonna lie, this is really hard. I am super homesick. Everyday here is another realization that America really is the best country ever. I do love the people and my companion I just wish I could communicate with them.

My spiritual thought this week is to love one another.  I have been surprised and shocked at the conditions in which some people live, but it's noticeable and better when there's love.

4 comments:

  1. Spencer we're thinking about you. That sounds rough but you got this. Dont give up

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  2. Elder McGreer, Your latest post is exactly what I experienced in the Dominican Republic (bad water, 4th-world living conditions, crazy drivers, loudspeakers on every corner, inability to communicate, and homesickness. I appreciate your verbalizing all of those things. Yes, you are right--it is sooo hard! I see the "humility process" already happening! Yay! These are the moments when you will begin to wrestle with the Lord. Find out if He is there. Don't worry so much about being a good missionary. Instead, worry about being Christ's representative. Look for the tiniest opportunities to show love and kindness. Look for children to practice your Spanish--they are a forging audience. Hang in there, Elder McGreer. I'm so proud of you for showing up and doing the hard thing.

    Sincerely, Sister Chidester in the Medford Ward

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  3. Hang in there Spencer! It will get better with time. I remember my first week in the field in Brazil. It was so hard and lonely and my companion was American! So I imagine this is so tough. I remember feeling so down and praying to Heavenly Father to help me. I was reading the scriptures and I read “Be ye therefore comforted” and I just felt this overwhelming feeling of love and peace. I knew right then that God was there for me and that my efforts were enough and that it would be okay. Do your best every day and you will be so blessed because of it. I’m excited for all of the experiences ahead of you...the good, the bad, and the ugly! Be safe out there! Trust our Heavenly Father and His promises. Love you to pieces and i’m So proud of you! —Aunt Stacy

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  4. Hey Spencer, keith here. Just wanted to say that although things are tough you can push through. Also, I bet you'll get the language soon enough. You seemed to be pretty good in Spanish class.

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